I've been a fan from the beginning. Some of the actors/actresses I'm not fond of much at all (coughVanessaHudgenscough), but I always love the movies.
So whose seen it? I just got back and the only word to describe it is...

INTENSE.

Never have I seen something so intense, but surprisingly, I loved it. I really dind't know what to expect being in theatres and all, but... wow. Extreme and amazing. I LOVED it and I'm not afraid to admit that.

Scream is my favorite. That was the most intense scene EVER. I loved the effects to death. The basketballs dropping (I thought about that deeply and realized the basketballs represent all the weights in his life holding him down and confusing him... veryyyy cool), the sliding around the walls (I was obsessed with this part), and the cool lightning effects. STELLAR.
My favorite dance number was The Boys Are Back. Zac and Corbin were VERY good with their moves in that one. AWESOMEEE!

If you hated this movie or hate anything HSM please do not comment.

I ADMIT TO LOVING THIS MOVIE. SHOOT ME.

I got back from my church's Fall Retreat a few hours ago, and all I can say is wow.
Last night, I truly felt God's prescence and love more than I ever have. And it was so freaking POWERFUL. After the dude made his speech, I was already tearing up from the things he had said. They told us that they would turn out the lights and let us sit for ten-fifteen minutes to speak to God or whatever, so they did. I was one of the first to start sobbing, and pretty soon everybody was consoling each other and crying on other's shoulders, having leaders pray for them, even the guys were crying. IN the background the singer dude was singing songs that we usually sing, and changing the words of some of them to suit the event.

Let your love fill up the room,
let your love fill up the room,
let my heart be consumed by
the holy ___(don't remember the word.

It was almost overwhelming. THey exteded the time period's length by over a half an hour because so many people needed the extra time to cry and listen to God.
I'm worthy of God's love.

I'm very happy right now for many reasons.
First of all, I didn't have the best week. It really sucked until yesterday, actually. But there's an explanation.
On Sunday night (it may have been Saturday) I asked Jesus Christ to be my savior forever. I've done it befroe but I don't think it worked. That;s when my week turned bad. I was all, "What the hell, he's in my life and my life turned horrible?" I was really upset. Then finally, Tuesday night, I was listening to Clocks by Coldplay as I was drifting off the sleep. There's a line in the song that says "You are..." and leaves the sentences hanging. When the dude sang that, I felt something inside me that was saying, "You are my daughter." This reminded me of my church youth group a week before, when we talked about how we are God's daughters, of which he is pleased.
So he's in my life now, I'm positive. Because it actually makes a lot of sense. The first step was to see that God is always there, no matter how crappy your life is. The important part is he always loves you more than anything. So he was showing me that I can have a horrible life and he's always there and always loves me... It was amazing.

I just got back from a football game, and the guy I like is on the team, and... it was a really HOT game. I took lots of pictures with my friends. Oh my gosh it was just amazing. <3 Haha okay I'm done, though I could rant forever.

Peace out home dog! (Who else loves Fred from YouTube? Haha.)

;.;
So I was calling in to my favorite radio station to win Panic at the Disco tickets to a private concert (and get autographs and stuff) so I trapped myself in my room all day for the moments when I got to call in to try and win a pair. My friend came over later, so at one point it was time to call again. She decided to help me and we called a lot. Finally, somebody answered hers without telling her what number caller she was (which is a good sign) and she's like, "BECKA, BECKA!" and handed it to me. I got very excited. :]
So I was all, "What number caller am I????" and the lady asked how old I was. I said, "13- uh, 14." (I'm almost 14) and she told me that you had to be 16 to win!
I WONDER IF I WAS CALLER 106!!!!!!!
UGH! NOT FAIR! I wanted to see Brendon, Ryan, Jon, and Spence. D:
So I'm a little sad.
But Amazing Race is on tonight. :]

These past weeks have been pretty good. Been talking more to my crush and stuff. My closest school friend got ASKED OUT by her crush so I'm super happy for her!

Smellyalater.

Just an update, my peeps.
So on Friday we had a school dance. :]
Unfortuantely, the guy I like didn't go.. ;.; The good news is that I suddenly got this huge burst of confidence. I was like, totally strutting over to guys I know and being all, "HEYYYYYY wanna dance?" Well,not exactly, haha, but I'm currently wtaching hilarious comedians so I'm modifying my story just a little. xD But I DO have a new burst of confidence. I danced with this super nice friend of mine who held me really close. The most slow-dancing I've done wasn't the close kind, so it was different and a new experience. That was the best slow dance, the other guys weren't as good.
The sad part is that my guy wasn't there, as I explained before, and since I had the new confidence, I was really sad. XD Like, I would've totally asked him. Oh wells, maybe next time.

I had a history test today that I studied SUPERSUPERDUPER hard for, so I hope I get at least a B because hostory is my absolute worst subject. It just doesn't make sense to me when I read it, I have to really break down the context o fully understand it.

My forum turned a year old on Monday... it really meant a lot to me. We changed the color scheme and stuff to match celebration, and member were telling me how they found it and everything... it was really touching and got me really teary-eyed, sometimes sobbing even. But it's just so amazing. One year old, a forum I expected to bomb just like all the other ones I had made before that. It's really neat.

SO, that's that, see yaaaa! ^^