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Afraid

Tue Dec 23, 2008, 8:24 PM
I feel so incredibly hated right now...
My older brother hates me to death... like, he seriously wants to kill me. And I'm scared because I'm afraid that he will kill me one day. I don't know how protected I am or how much longer I could have to live... and I want to live... I don't want to be killed (obviously).
I didn't have dinenr with my family today because my older brother was really hurting my self esteem with his comments. When I heard him go back to his room, and I went downstairs because I was STARVING and had starved myself trying to avoid my brother. By that time, the hot food my parents had made was gone... I rummaged through the fridge wondering if I'd find anything I could eat that consisted of enough food groups. I was really worried at first, but then I found a chicken burrito, which is pretty good I guess. That still wasn't very much food, and I didn't get fruit or vegetables or anything. My parents usually set those out for us.

So I hope I live long enough until my brother goes to college next year. Then I'll be free..
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.

  • Mood: Fear
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: The Glass Castle
  • Watching: -nothing-
  • Playing: Internet
  • Eating: -nothing-
  • Drinking: -nothing-

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:iconhollystar247:
Oh my, I'm so sorry. That is quite unnerving....


I pray for joo, yesh? c:

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Wolf: *stares* Uh, what kind of candles are these?
Twitchy: Hmm... *reads* Dee-na-mee-tay!
Wolf: DYNAMITE?!
:iconwarriorzgal:
Yes, it is...

Thank you, that is just what I need. <3 God bless.

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**I hate how you broke my heart, but I still love you with all the little pieces**

Running from her fears, her thoughts, her mind, only to be chased until she was finally forced to let him go.
-Blinded
:iconhollystar247:
No problem. And God bless to you too...you seem to need it more than I do right now. :hug:

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Twitchy: Ooh look, there's some candles back here! *lights one*
Wolf: *stares* Uh, what kind of candles are these?
Twitchy: Hmm... *reads* Dee-na-mee-tay!
Wolf: DYNAMITE?!
:iconwarriorzgal:
Thank you.. :] :hug:

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**I hate how you broke my heart, but I still love you with all the little pieces**

Running from her fears, her thoughts, her mind, only to be chased until she was finally forced to let him go.
-Blinded
:iconeaglesgal54:
dkngidngf what?
Have you talked to your parents about him?
:iconwishful-soul:
=w=
And I thought I was the only one with a brother like that...

That is quite nerve racking, no?
I don't get why most siblings will always try to attack your self-esteem...
Ah well, you should talk to your parents, or someone else that might help.

I pray for choo. c:

Joyeux Noël, ma chère!


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Why, why, why, why, why do I miss you a lot, forever? :sing:
:iconhabsfan16:
That sounds serious..
I know brothers could be huge pains, but I never thought they could ever be like that....that's horrible.
I hope everything turns out okay.
Merry Christmas. [:

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:iconwarriorzgal:
Yeah, they're aware.. but it still freaks me out. They try to stop him, but he kinda has a problem so it can be difficult. I mainly just try to avoid him to the best of my ability.

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**I hate how you broke my heart, but I still love you with all the little pieces**

Running from her fears, her thoughts, her mind, only to be chased until she was finally forced to let him go.
-Blinded
:iconwarriorzgal:
Yeah, it's pretty hard isn't it?
Well, my brother is... different. In a way I can't really say on the internet, but that's the simpliest way to put it.

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**I hate how you broke my heart, but I still love you with all the little pieces**

Running from her fears, her thoughts, her mind, only to be chased until she was finally forced to let him go.
-Blinded

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